My Little WorlD

30/10/2008

2008-10-30T05:40:00.001-07:00

hahhaha here to blog again, coz Miss Pork scold mi for being too lazy>< wat is the point of having a blod when i dun even update:)...hhhahah kk, paiseh..wo shi hen lan mahz...

Penny of thoughts-->

today i was having dinner alone @ foodcourt and nex to my table was a family of 3 whose little boy is quite cute but darn playful. tey brought ren teng teng de Tian Ji chou (frog porridge ) to share and both parents take turns to coax and feed the boy..so xian mu~~~ i start to imagine nex time my family and i to be like tis also, th small little kid will start asking " is the porride spicy?? wat is tis etc" hahha alot of bo liao questions and i will tell my husband "can u pls answer ur son's weird questions"...lol

hahha nex...

nowadays i keep thinking of chu guo...i wanna jus spend a few days @ taiwan or hongkong, shopping eating and sightseeing...though these places i been before le and quite city like...hahha jus wanna buy all the beautiful clothings frm there de jiu stop, dun anyhow spend money in sing..hahha one thing is budget airlines giving alot of cheap airfare rates, make mi so tempted...but economy is bad, cannot anihow spend money...i am luckily tat my whole famil is holdng a government job, so in the sense the impact is not tat great...coz my collegues told mi tat their spouses is having a hard time...one of them oni work 3 days a week and was forced to take unpaid leave..sounds scary, the thought of recession....so must xi fu lahz!!

hahha nex...

Go see my facebook photos, uploaded some interesting pics:)

And tata tat's all

15/08/2008

2008-09-15T06:28:00.000-07:00

I wan to watch this show!!! who wanna watch wit mi^^ date mi:)

think only those who had watched the drama will enjoy this show...

09/09/2008

2008-09-09T09:34:00.000-07:00

I suddenly feel like dancing again...hmm, imagine i master xiao zhu's any fast song de dance oneday~~~ hahahh wait long...hmm, i jus feel the groove and like to shake when i watch my idol dances...hmm but definiately i wun take back studio wu coz i dun like the way tey conduct the class...too fast and overwhelming le hahha maybe i am retard and hands amd legs jus cant coordinate:)

***i wanna master sumthing again***

8/09/2008 wow sep le><

2008-09-08T07:53:00.000-07:00

One of the most stupid thing i did was to eat an orange when i ve cuts on my fingers!!!! gER~~~ darn pain sia when the citric acid "bite" the wound...got other fruits like apple, grapes, bananna why i dun eat lehz...must die die eat orange....haiz..

lol life so good so far and i am getting poorer coz i haven been saving money...weekdays i quite sheng, but den when weekends all the money saved jiu splurred out le...how how....i got something in mind now tat i wanna buy...lol a juicy couture watch:) i recently wans to get a watch coz my addidas spoilt le...hahha the pretty watch cost mi 350 bucks, veri exp....think i will get it, but whether is now or few weeks later...but i scared no stock...hmm, coz more expenses will be incurred soon....bintan trip, second facial payment, darren bdae...gosh!

kk, back to show time....

26/08/2008

2008-08-26T08:24:00.000-07:00

ok i am here to joit down someting which i think is so meaningful...a paragraph,otherwise i will definitely forget de...

watched a jap movie today which was acted by my fav idol kamaenashi!! it illustrate the lifestory of a young man who died at the age of 23 due to a rare disease...large bone dissolving symptom...frm a healthy person to losing his eyesight and collapse...but he nv fails to think positively and instead encourage his frenz ard him...veri touching till i cant hold back my tears...the movie title is "yuuki" tey sae is based on real life story...

aniway there is this para:

To comprehend the value of 1 month, just ask a mother who giv birth to a premature baby
To comprehend the value of 1 week, just ask the editor of a weekly newspaper
To comprehend the value of 1 hour, just ask the lovers who are waiting to meet
To comprehend the value of 1 min, just ask the people who missed their stop in train
To comprehend the value of 1 sec, just ask the person who managed to avoid an accident just in time
To comprehen the value of one-tenth of a sec, jus ask the person who ended up wit a silver medal in olympics
The hands of the clock will continues to click, theerefore treasure every single moment and treat today as the utmost gift you will have.

No matter how bad is life, JIA YOU ba!!!

2008-08-24T03:41:00.000-07:00

24/08/2008 Sunday --Raining heavily

2008-08-24T03:20:00.000-07:00

hmm, got a veri relaxing weekend coz i took leave on sat, so tat means 2 days rest straight:) nothing special, jus wanna rot at hm lor and slp late...

last fri went to M.O.S, coz CGH hled an event ter..so got catered buffet and dance..ate quite little, coz the place so dark until i cant see mi food..yea so fater tat we as a grp brght 2 jugs of voka cranberry, somemorew is extra concentrated de..Gosh, danced and drank happily w/o realising i actually drink too much le...in the ned sit in the toilet and puke, but feel so much better after tat...hahha all my collegues all went wild, esp the phillipinoes (did i spell correctly), tey danced and shake veri well!!! hahha zhen ren bu lou xiang:) so overall the music is fine,but i dun really lik it..but great companionship lol

at night was darn xing ku, i slp all the way in the taxi back, luckily mi collegues sent mi hm, puke twice at hm..morning wake up hangover, ganna migraine and i dun dare to take panadol...i dun to have a second try le...tat is enough..

SAT went shijin's bdae party...actually supposed to be bbq de at east coast, but raining heavily, so in the end had a hse party instead..hahha i made a pilllow for her and she likes it alot:) tat is my seocnd baby...first one giv yuxin adopt le..went for late supper after tat wit the guys and la-teh session..

hahha today sun stayed at hm...did lots of packing and clearing...cant tahan my messy hse..i throw things,but my ahma keep picking it back...qi shi wo le....nvm, kk one exciting thing to share, i found lots of old photos, darn retro!!! see later post:)

yea tml half-day coz i claiming my time-off...going to UOB to open an account, i wan a debit and nets card...hmm, after tat go cut my hair, really..but i cut real short tis time, jus slightly above shoulder length hair...coz my hair always entangled and i keep dropping hair...maybe is really nothing, but i veri anxious...i dun wan strat bald at sucha a young age...

hmm, yups, going off for dinner and watch olympics closing:)

18/08/2008 Monday sunny den rain

2008-08-18T08:06:00.000-07:00

Alot of thoughts in mind but dun really noe where to start off...hmm, so wt i wanna say mainly is i went to psb today to settle my payment and found out tat i only ned to start sch nex june..which is like 10 months later>< wat a long wait, coz of my exemptions i skipped many subjects, but i am not able to join yr2 ppl as my current timetable dun match theirs so suay...oni if i enrolled for the march 08 batch den i can join direct yr 2....haiz...wat can i sae..IF only i noe....

i thought of the time i spent waiting, applying local uni and and finally psb, is like almost 6 months and ended up waiting again..it seems like an endless road.. and when i graduate i will be 25 and is lik kinda of late to start off as compared to others..sometimes i feel regretful abt stciking to this track..i hate tis feeling...i am a person who tend to Juan niu jiao jian, hesitate alot and full of uncertainty, i dun think far, pessimistic and not sensible...like of coz i noe i must choose a course i like, a course tat can mould mi to who i wanna be but such sensible facts will nv appeal to me in such situations...i ned someone to "slap" me real hard with reality and reasoning..

Thanks amelia for counseling and advising me to make full use of tis time...i feel much better now...so yes i am going to work hard and save more money!!! and most prob i will be taking a certificate course, lik something tat will be of use in future...hahha IT or english language courses..hmm, oh ya and holiday trip befor june nex yr!

Monday 28/07/08

2008-07-28T07:49:00.000-07:00

Yups!! today is mondae na dmonday blues......hmm, having stomach pain for the whole day coz of monthly routine~~must ren!

hmm, kk jus here to inform tat i ve finally uploaded my bdae pics, at my flickr photo gallery..hahha go see k...hmm, but was abit disappointed wit the pics as many of them were dark and unclear...hahah i ve alot of duplicates oso, coz use too many cameras to take the same thing le..paiseh...aniway, luv the pics as it captures all the beautiful memories^^

oh ya, went cycling on sun alone as the weather was darn good!!! bright, sunny and windy..feel lik sweating and wan to exercise abit coz i ve been eating too much recently..hahahha cycled for 2 hours and my butt hurts after tat..went all the way to pasir ris, cycled the entired park, went see pony (mini horses??) but tey stink=p and enjoy the wind breeze...hahahh hao shu fu!!! you bike the gan jue zhen hao^^

Gosh!!!!

2008-07-22T09:14:00.000-07:00

hmm, haiz....recently my temper veri bad...i get frustrated easily and i start to hate the things i do everyday...i dun see my job as a pleasure, but more of a money earning opportunity...hmm, maybe coz the workload is high nowadays and work lik a robot non-stop bd...dun even ve time to chit-chat wit collegues whit packing of medicines...all u see is just buzzing bees

hmm,hahha i jus agreeded to share a spa packages wit mi collegues, for 5 sessions cost me abt 400 plus...hmm, no expiry so is worth lahz...hahha shh, hide it frm mum otherwise she will nag at mi again...so the main thing is i had burnt a hole in my pocket again...muz cut down on dining outside le and taxi:)

haiz...another fan ren the problem is....i think i am dropping hair..and wat if i start balding i still so young!!!! like i shld be vibrant and pretty>< ..hmm, coz my hair is veri thin and fine, thus it gets tangled very often and i have to detangle slowly...but my hair tends to break easily...so scared and i dun really noe wat to do...i dun wan to depend on wat hairgrowth med, or go yun nam...dun wan...my collegue jus told mi today tat a small "patch" is forming on the hairline...i can stop tinking abt tis problem...so worried

hmm, i shld be cutting my hair short soon, easier to maintain and will drop less...the utmost priority, den change a shampoo, eat less salt and msg stuffs...

kk, stop here..tata

13/7/2008

2008-07-12T22:58:00.000-07:00

13/07/2008

2008-07-12T21:43:00.000-07:00

hmm hahah glad to announce tat tis will be my 21st- first entry...lol nv blog for quite long le, coz i am lazy and hooked on to dramas..hmm, yups, the most exciting thingy was tat i had my 21st birthday chalet!!!! thanks everyone for attending...i am quite surprise tat some frenz tat i seldom in contact wit, tey actually turned up, lik weiqi, CK, kingman etc...hao gan dong, coz i was anxious tat wat if all last min cant come, then tat will be so devastating...

hmm, yea, was super super busy tat day, first thing was to decorate the place etc..and play a good host:) hahah sorri tat if i ve neglected some grps, veri hard to fen sheng....hmm, the drink peach drink i made received several good comments:) hahha thanks auntie lily..even my sis was so amazed by the drink she keep asking mi to teach her:) xiao xiao the jiao ou!!! hmm, hahah tell u all sumthing, feel abit ke xim tat i didnt get to try the food of the buffet dinner..oni get to taste abit here and ter...hahhah not tat food was not enough, but was rather too busy...

yups, i loves all the birthday presents, u all are so smart, noe wat i ned and likes...hahah i dropped alot of hints here and ter:) hmm, ve a nice chat and catch up wit sickoz tat night, esp siyin, she came back frm aus:) hmm, after tat played poker and majong till the next morning and aft tat went to have mac breakfast..went back to ve some slp after tat..

How i spent my sun, practically slping...was totally drained...hahah morning went swimming wit the kids, sis and her bf, went to sakae for lunch and cycling in the evening wit my little cousins...hahhah wei wei is so cute!!! and i cant see tat all 3 little boys ve grown up so much~~

oh ya, my uncle haven pass me the photos of the party...will upload soon..

hmm, updates:

hmm, i signed up for part-time degree at psb le...is bachelor of pharmaceutical science..hmm, hope it is the right choice...waiting for acceptance now..

i wanna earn more money, not tat i am in need of it, but jus wanna work hard and save more when i am young...wis to to buy a small car in like 8 yrs time:)

yups, yu xin is back for vocation in sing now..haah catch up wit her yesterdae..we gers went to have a traditional dinner and aft tat went for a drink, nice chat..but i realise mi english is darn lousy...certain words i dun understand even..cant imagine if i go over to aus to study, how will i survive ter...gosh~~ haiz...

kk, meeting them soon for bowling:) yea enjoy every moment of life

*** still having a bad sore throat and chesty cough..but i "backside also itchy" i nv jie kou and almost lost to food temptation...****

26/08/2008

2008-06-25T19:30:00.000-07:00

hmm tis two days have been rotting at hm...hahha on mc, coz having a veri bad dry cough, esp during night...keep coughing non-stop until my stomach hurts...>< but hao dou le..hahah actually "keng" mc one, i wanna to eat snake:)

hmm, slightly richer tis month, hee jus got my bonus but ve to save up coz i over-spend the previous month le...now be to mend the big hole in my pocket..

hmm, actually nothing much happened recently...still waiting for the darn uni reply....sometimes i really think i kinda of stupid...wat is the point of waiting, making myself stranded somewhere and cant move on...but on the otherhand, i really hope to get into local uni...so mus fight for every single opportunity...haha i am confused, making myself super confused.....aniway if by end of june no reply jiu shi tat's it...

hmm, nex wk will be my bdae party le, really hope it will be happening and all my frenz will enjoy it...actually i plan to keep it simple, jus buffet dinner, chit-chatting session and cut cake ceremony...games mahz..think jus play poker and gamble..hahha i am veri lousy at organising such events de, cant think of ani inertesting and exciting games... so pray hard

love tis few songs:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tl-wxwYWg84
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e5JX1FrbcDY

12/06/2008

2008-06-12T08:27:00.000-07:00

BOoo!!!! jus got back home not long ago....went shopping wit mum to get sis present, which is like her bdae is tml...hahhah super last min....actually wanna get a bag frm agnes B, den in the end got her a raoul wallet...is the one amelia has it...hahaha i kinda like it also,but i jiu shi dun wan to have the same stuffs as my sis.. hmm, i want a wallet, but i haven found any tat i like alot... and i think i may lose it again coz i always super careless de...stick to my pink money pouch can le:)

hahaha brght a black shorts frm pull and bear and bras frm la senza again...lol...now everywhere is GSS, so tempting!!!

actually recently, sumthing veri fan ren happened...hmm, is abt the bintan prize tat i won during office party...long story think i wun pen it down, but jus so irritating coz the stupid organising community keep wanting to blow the issue big and make it worst....shooting emails to big bosses...haiz...so political...forget it jus return the prize...bu xi han...

but so glad to see we as a pharmacy so united, really didnt expect our supervisors to understand and support us and help us to handle tis difficult situation...tey are not as bad as i thought initially, like tos who will "wash their hands off" and hack care....really really kan ji for their assistance and concern..

ok,s o now lets forget abt tis stupid prize and move on...hahhaha, mi collegues so bad, laughed at me...sae wah huiping nan de chong tou jiang, but yi zhong jiu zhong yi ge problematic de....><>< (- -)

9/6/2008

2008-06-09T07:07:00.000-07:00

hahaahhah jus wanna declare sumthing!!!!

mi new hubby

KAMENASHI KAZUYA

HAHHA ^^ super kawaii sia

3/6/2008

2008-06-03T08:11:00.000-07:00

**gosh*** feel so tired now...but i jus did something wonderful:) hahahha it is a big secret for someone, cant blog it otherwise the secret will be leaked out...hmmm, my "zuo ping" is almost done!!!! oni left the veri last step and decorations...hahahha, so satisfied and like wow, didnt noe ah ping ve some hidden skills:) ~~~~ lalala

hmm, so wat happened recently??? hmm, went to serene's and meli's birthday party over the weekends and enjoyed myself...excpt tat nearing midnight my eyes cant tahan le...keep closing and darn tired...hahhah alot of serene's frenz went to her party, hao xian mu!!! hmm, think for mine 10 fingers also can count finish><...so far i haven done up ani invitation cards yet, shall get my fingers moving soon....

yups yups, work has still been the same and some bad news....soon, i am not going to do medisave transactions and tey wan us PT to focus totally on dispensing...haiz...leaving my comfort zone, an area which i am familiar and confident with...haiz...for dispensing, still ve lots of medications indications and common S/Es i cant remember, ter are like hundreds over...gosh!! must jia you..

sidetrack:
i wish to take up some courses now, like english presentation course which tey teach you how to handle an interview well, language course etc...but like of stupid rite...so late le den try to fix my poor english language...

second will be designer class, frm scratch like how to buy materials, take measurements, cutting, sewing and finally sew up a nice piece of clothing...hahhaha nex time i can make clothings for my kids and if i excel, maybe still can someone professional..hahhah dream dream~~~ let mi noe if ve such courses k...thanks

kk, signing off...bye bye

22/5/2008 thursday

2008-05-22T07:10:00.000-07:00

hmm, i veri sad and scared....hmm, i finally went to a neighbourhood dentist today to have a check on my wisdom tooth...did x-ray and the result is tat my wisodm is tilted...means like in a 45oc angle and is blocked by my big tooth...thus it cant come out><....sob*** why lik tis sia....my family dentist told mi tat my jawbone is wide enough and have space for another 4 teeth...haiz....if it starts to decay or hurt, must go surgery le...

- - i dun wan....last time laughed at my sis while she undergo operation to remove her wisdom teeth...now is my retribution...the thought of it is so disgusting yee~~~so all i can do now is to brush and clean all the ya feng, dun like food particles stuck in it and cause decay....

haiz...why i cant be the few tat all wisodm teeth will jus grow and emerge out of the gums smoothly????

21/5/08 tuesday

2008-05-21T08:38:00.000-07:00

UpDates!!!

recently have been "deeply troubled" by my wisdom tooth which is popping out of the gums...hao tong sia...esp when u eat and food particles hit or rubbed against the gums....ahiz....haven get to see a dentist yet, coz actually i dun wan go back to my family dentist, she isnt good due to past bad experiences..i did tried other clinics but scheduled are full or afternoon slots...how to go man when i am working..haiz...ren ba...now not so pain le, jus feel like something pricky within the gums...

Last Sat: went sentosa wit the gers and guys and we did nothing but jus lied ter and be roasted pigs....the guys soaked themselves in water...hahhaha of coz i applied lots of sunblock, i den dun wanna be anymore darker and even opened up my cute doraemon unbrella!!! hahah so xia shuai to do tat on sentosa...a places where hunks are present...hmm, went to marceh for dinner, bagoosh!! i like the fruit cake alot:)

last SUN: Stayed at hm watched DVDs and met up wit lyn and hung awhile...talking time....i start to like a japanese boyband named KAT-TUN...hahah

hmm pls help~~~china/sichuan earthquake...
http://www.mercyrelief.org/

15/5/2008

2008-05-15T07:29:00.000-07:00

hmm, here i am again....jus got back frm taiwan like 1 week ago and time passed so fast...hahahh actually i wanted to blog long ago, lik sahring u all wat happened, places i ve been to and all exciting stuffs...but ter are lik too many le, i dun even noe where to start..think u all will get bored if i start frm first day 1 to day 8.....soooo....i ve uploaded all my pics, wit simple description:) so that u all can get a feel while browsing tru.....but the sequence was in a mess...coz too many pics le, ve to upload separately...sorri><

here is the link: http://www.flickr.com/photos/everlastingstar87/

i purchased a "pro" account frm flickr so tat i can ve ulimited upload of pics and viewing...cost abt sing 35 bucks and valid for a year...hmm, kind of stupid..but i thought if i really wanna change to photobucket or wat i ve to slowly shift pics until lik siao...i den dun wat...erm nv lahz...the most i take less taxis~~~ opps.

Updates:

hmm, back to work now, but all my collegues laughed tat i still in resting mode...does things slower and retarded le...sae things become lo-soh, grasp things slower coz ppl ve to reexplained ....hahhahah gosh..think i still in holiday mood...hmm, must wakey le...
now get to do actual dispensing...more responsibility, esp to be fast and ensure correct med given...aniway jiayou!!! boss asked mi to read up more on drug info inorder to perform mi job better ><

jus been away for a week and many natural disasters happened...the mian dian cyclone attack and china earthquake....jus in a split of seconds thousands of ppl injured and died....feel aching and pity for them...really feel to thankful tat we lived and grow in such a safe environment...still ve the time go travel....

1st may2008

2008-05-01T05:36:00.001-07:00

hahhaha guess wat:) i am blogging and drinking voka sprite at the same time:) hee feeling a little hot bbut still darn sober

hmm, today is labour day holiday and i spent my day packing my luggage and preparing to set off tis sat to taiwan...lol tat is like less than 48 hours and i will be flying up in the sky^^ yeh, haven really feel the excitment yet but anticipating...hmm, i already wrote out my wishlist and other items tat frenz ask mi to get for them..hahah lik tis also good, i dun ned to think of wat gifts to get for them:) hmm, i wan to buy a new wallet and STAGE t-shirts^^ tis 2 items is die die must get de

hmm, hope everything will be fine, esp no arguements btwn mi and my sis..i jus dun understand why we cant accomodate one another, always ve different thinkings and landed up wit disagreements...kind of sick and tired...kk don bother abt such things...smile!!

will be away for abt a week..miss mi k hahahah wil be back wit lots of stuffs and goodies...hahah if i am no lazy maybe i will take pic of tos zan li bing and post them online to show u guys:) and yea my travel pics too

kk, pening off...still ve to work for one more day before a long break...back soon^^

"Vitamins"

2008-04-21T08:06:00.000-07:00

got frm a book...meaning of "best frenz"

i have always wanted to share wit u guys this nice story on the left...simple but meaningful

if cant see jiu must dwld first den zoom in.

21/4/08

2008-04-21T07:29:00.000-07:00

YOz YOz dear bloggy, i am back:)

hmm, haven been blogging for a super long time...frankly speaking, main reason is lazyness and when i always wanted to blog, i will definitly drift away becoz of other more "attractive" stuffs i.e. dramas:) hahah

kk, let mi complain one darn stupid thingy...

For the past few days i was sick due to a bad sore throat and flu and thus went to see doctor on sun. got an mc for mon ^^ hahha finally can rest at hm le!!! but sun night i could hardly get to slp coz i took a flu medicine which contains pseudoephidrine...i knew it all along tat i should avoid taking such med but in the end i still decided to tak it but earlier, rather than bedtime thinking tat the side-effect will not be tat strong.....><><

hahha kk tat the end of mi complain story

[so updates abt my life]

1) i got my licence!!! finally at 21 yrs old...it is a long story but i feel grateful tat the tester trust mi and allow mi to past. i will improve de**

2) going to taiwan soon for holiday wit mum and sis...3 iron ladies...will be free and easy...so ve to do alot of planning and research.. Excited!!! lahz lahz will share beautiful pics wit u guys when i am back

3) waiting for uni confirmation...until now so far none of the uni ve reply mi...but i got shortlisted for nursing studies..will be going dwn for an interview and giv it a shot..

4) ve to work harder to earn more $$$ le, even if i start schooling. got to pay my poly fees to mi mum's cpf account

yups yups logging off

20/1/08

2008-01-19T19:37:00.000-08:00

hmm, goodbye and halo agin...coz the last time i blogged was like 3 weeks plus ago...i am veri lazy, though i have lots of things wanna to share, but there are so many distractions online...hahha

kk so far one good news is i am promoted to Pharmacy technician le....yeh, finally and got back the rank tat i am supposed to be..not really happi, jus suddenly feel tat it will be more stressful in future...like more responsibilities, be more capable and so hence have to read up on all drugs info...haiz...hahahha i jus wanna stay as a PA..but the pay raise is definately attractive..

hmm, yea one bad news.....i lost my braun buffel wallet recently...my cow cow wallet...darn sad....dunnoe whether is being stolen or i accidently dropped it....all i noe is after my dinner, the ned moment which i wanna buy a drink and dig for my wallet, it is gone...darn shocking and worried....i dun even noe where to look for it...all the things inside are gone...lik nets card and stuffs...darn angry with myself for being so careless and the xin tai tat "it is ok not to zip mi bags..." haiz...report police le and now jus hope some kind souls will return it..

a big pinch in mi heart......have to borrow money frm parents for daily expenses...not nets card to withdraw any cash...

anyway thanks hung for accompany mi on tat night...she bei mi run here and ter like mad ppl...hmm, dun blame urself k...no one will expect such thing will happen mahz...luckily i/c not inside....i apologised for wat said....mi collegues told mi..."huiping, nex time pls dun get urself a LV wallet...sure to lose it one" hahha...true:)

hmm, so recently wat i have been doing....work and slp and eat and go toilet...lol
hmm, nothing much...oh ya jus signed up for aerobics class...hahha darn tired after the first lesson, aching everywhere...lao le..

something extra:

wishlist for now will be a new wallet and a sports bra..not planning to buy some new clothes fro new ya le...can find ani also...and i suffered a great lost recently...must save money

kk update again.

X'mas Period

2007-12-28T06:41:00.000-08:00

HOHHOHOHO~~~~ Merry xmas!!! to dear readers:) hmm, hahah i really enjoyed myself and played hard for tis festive season...here are some quick updates

hmm, of coz the most xing ku part is to buy presents...did some real last min shopping during xmas eve and everywhere is so packed and crowded....so in the end i brght chocolates and made so fun-packed size goodies bag for frenz:) hahah and the person i supposed to buy for for the xmas exchange is ......HUNG HUNG!!!! hahha got her a sports bra, coz i think is the most practical and u noe, easy to choose in the sense of design wise:) so shiok, the exchange session was exciting, no one managed to guess correctly who is their guardian angel...i thought was pearlyn buying for mi...but in the end is cindy:) hahah got a nice black bag and ah ma pouch frm her~~~ bags:) i lov bags....so tat nite played one new game, poker, inbetween and blackjack...hahahha luck was on mi side...won some cab fare hm:)

hmm, oh yeh...hahah jus wanna sae i brght a new sling bag for miself...is a foreigner designer bag and i like it alot even though it cost 114 bucks...ahhahha i requested it as a xmas gift frm mi sis:)

25/12/2007....hmm, stayed at hm and slp...darn tired...miss one nite of slp like missed 10 days like tat...mi body was aching and soft soft de....sis prepared so callled xmas dinner...some white-wined sphagetti...errhhh...ahhaha edible lahz...:)

hmm, recuperate for a few days and is today 28/12/07-- pharmacy xmas nite...ahahha the party was fun, got acts put up by various collegues....darn funni, coz one guy pharmacist cross-dressed as a sexy hot lady...lol the theme was arabian nite, so all the ah-neh style music..ahhaha ganna sabo to played games and turned out to be belly dancing...lol huo chu qu le, anihow shake and danced...ahhaha so dui lian and i won first lol:) my collegue got videoed dwn...hahah if got chance will show u all lahz...tey all sae ah ping siao le...hahha after all the laughter, i now veri tired and drained...

hmm, ahhah so tats all for the recent dates....so coming up will be countdwn nite..

BB

6/12/2007

2007-12-06T07:35:00.000-08:00

hmm, i am alive again...after MIA for a long time....hmmm, how is life??? still the same lor...tiring, enless workload which requires us to work fast...and to make mi life more meaningful, i took up driving lessons and occasionally catch up with frenz to have dinner and "kao peh" session...lol

hmm, driving is getting so tough...esp when i didnt manage to master mi basic techniques rite...like steering wheel control, half-clutch...all tis have become mi xi xue rite now...ganna tis instructor twice...darn stern-looking, botak, fierce, strict and cold...but he really drills mi hard and correct all my weak areas...i have been trying to cope and learn, but must giv mi time and practise more mahz...hhhaha he is a veri good instructor and make mi learn teh hard way...jia you ba..

hmm,actually still have many things to say...like on dec 1st went to attend xiao zhu's concert at indoor stadium...lol darn shiok, standup and shake wit mi sis..we even brght ying kuang bang and wit tat on ohand really feel so much more excited and high...Xiao ZHu hao shuai:) hmm, i hope i will create a wretch blog soon, den i will upload all the pics over ter.

so today is 6/12/2007 and met up wit hung and qin to giv the bdae ger a simple dinner treat...went pizzahut....nice chatting session:)

hmm, tat all le ppl...ending here...take care...

i wonder how many ppl actually noe and read mi blog.......~~~~

8/11/07

2007-11-08T07:24:00.000-08:00

halo everyone, here i am again...hmm, sorry tat i didnt manage to upload the ubin photos, blogger totally sux%^$*

hmm, today is depavalli and is Angeline's wedding ceremony also!!! hahhah went for her church wedding and dinner at tis artisitc place known as sumthing....eerr~~~ i forgot, is a museum actually....hmm, wat i wanna mention tis is my first time tat i attened a church ceremony:) eri simple and holy....when the groom unvield the bride and tey kissed each other deeply, i felt so touched><....so sweet and loving...Na yi mu is so memorable... hmm, and there is one thing special gift given, a rose made by angeline herself for everyone single one tat attended the wedding...hee veri beautiful, is made up of thin wire and some stocking material twisted and turn into a rose..

enjoy some photos taken:)

tis is part of the lyrics taken frm Jay chou's new song...蒲公英的约定

已经长大的约定

那样珍惜

与你聊不完的曾经

而我已经分不清

你是友情还是错过的爱情

29/10/2007

2007-10-29T08:03:00.000-07:00

halo ppl i am here again...to blog nothing but complaints....OpppZZ

hmm, oh ya veri stupid tat i cant upload any of the pula ubin photos...coz the uploading process is darn slow!!! for like 5 picz~~~ dotz...angry dun wan upload le...blogger uploading of photos totally sux...this made mi wanna change a new blog soon, maybe wretch ( WU mIng Xiao Zhan) is a good choice...hee can blog, share album, add videos and many more...KK, wait till i figure out how to use and i shall move soon.......

hmm, yea...last sat and today i had my first 2 practical lessons....hmm, initially was exciting, coz i get to be the driver and touch the steering wheel but slowly things didnt goes on well....hmm, u noe the start off part "biting point" or simply known as half-clutch, i always cant get it....my both legs dont coordinate and kept making the car stall coz i depress the clutch too late><.....the instructor was veri patient at first, den slowly u can hear his voice getting harsher and louder, but luckily he still remembered that i am a newbie and coach mi slowly again...hahhah darn stress...

den today was mi second lesson...mainly learned abt controlling the steering wheel and turning.....still not veri good... i always overturn and the car is always "wai" hmm, ahhaha and i still cant break properly....i always depress the break too hard and it becomes a jam break.....the instructor was like "scared"...hhahha i felt bad and told him tat i am a dangerous driver...and he replied "yes, u are a dangerous driver" ><" .....sia lahz....!!! so conclusion is i have to go back for one more lesson on steering wheel control and turning...

really didnt expect driving to be tat difficult and i think tat i do not have inborn talent in mi><

Summary

2007-10-27T08:31:00.000-07:00

hallo everyone!!!! i know i have been MIA for a super long time and i didnt blog for almost one month plus!!! hmm, mainly becoz i m lazy and recently i got so addicted to online shopping and crunchy rolls^^ hahhah, i like brght 2 necklaces online and is still in the process of making:)

hmm, many things happened....during work like being "reprimand" for nothing *AnGry*...tireness and i am getting unhealthy....really, i dunnoe how to sae..is like having backaches, joint pain, stomach cramps, gastric pain...all the pain and aching i suffered all...hmm, working is so tiring><>,< I die die must start forcing miself to exercise, eat healthly have a balance diet and sleep more!!! hmm, oh yea, the most exciting thing happened was......... I went to Pula Ubin!!!!! hahahha the very first time in my 20 yrs^^ hmm, exciting and the place is veri nice...later show u all some pics...we went there in the afternoon and took a motorboat frm changi ferry terminal...afterwhich rent bicycles and cycled to chek jawa...hahaha proud to say tat i mannaged to ride ter:) the path was bumpy, up and downslope and for mi tis type of "kia si" and lousy cyclist sure fall dwn de:) but i was so tired after tat and i didnt ride back.... shi qin aand i gave up and we exchanged with mi auntie collegues to let them cycled back our bicycles and we took a van ride instead...hahhaha dui lian...hao mei yong sia~~~ auntie lily, my supervisor who is almost 60 yrs old cycled to and fro frm check jawa...hee hmm, the scenery was beautiful.....lik keep "wow wow wow"......see the pics and u will noe...but i cant upload all coz there is 200 over plus...hmm, yea..after pula ubin trip, went back to singapore main island and weent to changi beach to stroll and pick seashells....cool~~~ relaxing and i enjoyed looking at the planes fleew passed before landing...tey are so huge and very clear and frequency of landing darn fast lahz...like every 2 mins:)

hmm, ok pics time ^_^

** angry i cant upload picz- -

10/9/2007

2007-09-10T08:36:00.000-07:00

hahha dear all!!! i am back to pen down some things tat happened over tis period of time....haha

hmm, the most serious thingy was tat i had a bloodclot in my left eye...maybe because of rubbing which caused a blood vessel to burst...>< i dunnoe abt it until i feel like why mi eyes is always so uncomfortable and like ter is sumthing inside...so went to A&E for checkup and got referred to eye specialist clinic...today went for mi appointment and doctor told mi tat nothing was wrong and let the bloodclot slowly fades away itself....hmm, haiz...how long will it take sia....although now ter isnt an pain or discomfort..hahah but i dunwan to keep wearing spec mahz...hahah lik a ""frog""....hmm, haiz...for the seek of mi eyes...must REN!!! 2 weeks later got follow-up appoint...hope by then will be fine~~

hmm, haha so went out last wed to celebrate jin jin's belated bdae....made her card actually...but i so stupid and itchy hand tat i anyhow drew and spoilt a big part of the card...hahhah last min panic, went hunting ard for solutions.....so in the end brght stickers to anyhow cover up the damaged part...Heee:) it turned out to be nicey...hahha ^^ (praise miself)...had dinner tgt and slacked...hahah but most of the time we are tired and starring into space..

oh ya...hahha i hit mi butt again...><>_<...sob sob

Actually time really past real fast....i have been working for more than a year at cgh (including attachment)....some collegues resigned and new staffs joined...hmm, met different kinds of ppl, diff attitudes, pin-pointing..."shoooting arrows" and pushing responsibilities in a working
environment...so many political things.....haiz....i miss sch...and think mi brain is getting rusty when i dun used it as much as compared to tat in sch...hahha think my health is worsening too....**die die, ned to start exercising ***

JIA YOU!!!

27/8/07

2007-08-27T07:19:00.000-07:00

heya!!! hmm, feeling rather bored right now...so here i am to blog some fei hua:)

hmm, firstly i wanna proudly announced tat i am going to earn my first 10 000 bucks soon^^ i mean 1 wan!! hahah of coz is gross salary before cpf deduction...i where got work tat long and mi pay where got so high...hahaha, the thought of it makes mi so motivated!! jia you!!!
hmm, of coz i must start saving and spend wisely....i realise driving lessons make a grat hole in mi pocket, plus makan, transport and sumtimes spend abit here and ter....really not enough mahz>< sad......

hmm, hhahah so recently have been veri "guai" reading the basic theory book...but there are so many signs, handsigns and rules to understand and remember...i noe is abit of common sense, but it sumhow dun "auto store" in my mind....hm, think i am lacking of some common sense...lol

So, life so far still the same....rountine plus feeling dreained everyday....

hmm, think i will end here....bb be back soon

20/8/2007

2007-08-20T08:27:00.000-07:00

hahhahhahha big announcement!!!! ping ping finally decided to take up driving le:) haha, finally the lazy pig who will oni noe how to sae is doing sumthing.....

hmm, today went with amelia to comfort driving centre at ubi to find out more on driving course...but den hor...after listening to the person's explaination on the sch's driving package, stupid mi went to sign up for it...tey sae unitl the course is so comprehensive and systemic...which is wat i like lahz...i wan everything to be planned, organised and can progress step-by-step....hahha u noe i am a super lazy person and hate to arranged and plan things...hmm, so in the end signed up for it lor...the enrollment fee for practical and theory test is abt 160 bucks.....but the funni thing is when i made payment, i thought i paid 6 dollars oni.....

here the story goes: i thought the 160 is supposed to pay later de...so at the cashier, i asked how much is the theory bk and tey sae is 6 bucks lahz. including advanced theory....so i thought jus pay for the books can le...so gave them mi nets card and made payemnt....actually ter are 2 receipts, but i oni saw the first one which oni shows the price of 6 dollars... so i thought not bad mahz...paid so little and the package wass cheap..

hahha but when i went hm and flip tru mi stuffs, i saw the nets payemnt receipt, it showed 166.50 lahz...gosh*** tat moment den i noe i paid so mcuh more lahz....>< haiz...so stupid so blurred!!!!!

hmm, but aniway, 160 oni includes 4 e-trail tests, BTT, 1 tutorial lessonadn think registration fee....practical lessons not covered yet...hmm, i checked le, i ca oni take nite classes and weekend lessons, so tat will be 68 bucks and on average 27 lessons...so in total ard 1850+++...alot lehz...coz becoz of my work schedule, canot take day lessons which is much cheaper><

hmm, so how now....still thinking wheather to take private or sch for practical lessons...hahha aiya jus past mi basic theory test den sae...

hmm, BTT going to be on 27 sep...so fast...must jia you le!!! i hope one time can pass.

Mini Summary

2007-08-19T07:17:00.001-07:00

BOOKEY!!!! i am finally back:) finally i can online le...actually initially i was hooked to watching HK dramas...but when i wanna online tat time, i realised mi modem was spoilt....so shitty>< have to get it fixed and cannot online...now finally hao le:) yeh!

hmm, so wat happened during tis mia period.....hmm, alot loh...fill u up wit some details..

tuesday: took leave todae to support lyn and cindy's small pushcart business:) wah tey really manage to earn alot of money sia...made mi feel so tampered to sell mi clothes too..but come to think of it, who will buy lehz...lol all so small sizes>< ...den in the evening went out wit shi qin tey all + lao shi and xiao zhang for dinner at fortune centre...ahahh wondering who is xiao zhang...she is one of my big boss in CGH...hahha tat is weird...but can see tat she tried veri hard to be invloved in our conversation...hmm, overall it was a nice experience and i realised tat mi boss actually not so fierce and like "unreachable"..

Fridae: went out for dinnner also wit dear mother lily and sharon...coz tey wanted to giv king a farewell dinnner before he enters army...hmm, went astons and had desserts at black cannon...nice!!!! den after tat we took a stroll frm katong to haig road....along the way saw many beautiful houses sia...veri grad de with crystals lightings in the living area and still got one with a rooftop swimiming pool...lol imagine swimming in it~~~~ is see tru de lahz...lol sure alot of ah pehz standing below**** hmm after tat walked past president's hse....so cool first time sia...

SAT: haiz..was having bad diarrhoea....kept havings runs lahz..but later of the day still have to go kbox and dinner with fellow collegues...hmm, we went cine for kbox...i would sae ok lahz...coz is a veri large grp, so didnt ve really lots of chances to "k" songs...hmm, hahahh listened to lots of oldies, english and chinese...among us do really have generation gap sia...hmm, den after tat went dinner at Ricetable Indonesian restaurant...hmm, quite nice but most of the food are spicy..home next, coz mi poor stomach cant take it animore><

SUN: just went for a movie at tamp....watched rush hour 3...not nice de, the show is lame, but if u enjoy action pack movie maybe u will like it...

he finally click and talked to mi online...i still rememmber the last time we talked was the nite before he went into army...is like almost 2 months...but in the end i still couldnt withstand the urge within me and talked to him...like previously how we did...hmm, nothing changes, he still called mi blackie and i still called him pig and playfully scolded him and bully him...ping ping is so lousy and fan jian....always keep saeing tat i wannna forget him and get over him, but on the other hand did totally different things.....

haiz....i didnt want to forget him...i still wanna be close to him...i jsut wan things to be better...

Mysterious Guy

2007-07-25T09:36:00.000-07:00

oh ya forget to show u all a pic-->

did u all notice a white shirt guy behind????

tis is the bian tai guy tat trailed mi, kaili and jin when we went for a meetup and dinner at fortune center.....we were celebrating mi bade and took lost of snap shots...but there are these five snap shots tat tis guy was being captured..to us, we jus thought why tis guy so bu zi dong, dun he noe how to move away%$#@... hahha so we didnt bother and continued wit our gossips and makan...

but when we left the center and on the way walking back to bugis juction, we noticed tis guy was walking behind us also...but the weird thing was he kept looking at us...and when we glared at him, he pretended to look ard the area and act innocent, like "where am i" trying to figure out where he is.....

so we decided to let him walked past us so tat he can be infornt...he did, but kept turning back, stole some glances at us and den pretend...so obvious lahz...hahhah tat jin so funni, took a knife (tos for bdae cake one, not sharp at all lahz...hahahha) and tried to scare the person off...lol shld tak a parang mahz...so tis trailing incident continued until the point where we are at the traffic light betwn bugis junction and bugis street...so we decided to faster chiong across so tat to ditched him off and we succeeded:V

at at moment veri scary lahz...all 3 of us feel the chill and fear and gan tan why no guys can come to save us at tat moment...hahha

** hmm didnt manage to get the other snap shots...stole tis pic frm jin blog...hahhah

25/7/07

2007-07-25T09:17:00.000-07:00

i am getting sick of the job>< not tat i have to do the same tasks everyday, but more of feeling dejected when i cant handle a situation well....

i dun really noe how to express....for instance medisave, sometimes when i met with difficult situations and normal procedures cannot be done, i will seek help frm mi supervisor....so the conclusion was pt cannot used their msv becoz of some reason lahz...but i hate the part when i explained to pt, tey insisted in using and their tone become harsh....the feeling of being sandwished...i can understands the pt feelings, their difficulties and if i am the pt myself i will complain why cant i jus use medisave jus becoz i forgot to bring the form.....haiz....but on the otherhand, it is like a rule, a procedure tat we must follow....

is lik i tired....but i admit tat i may not be good at explaining....i am not firm enough...afterwhich i tired to seek help frm mi sup, but tey made mi feel tat i must be capable enough to handle such situations...but i am notz.....

sometimes i scold miself for landing myself in this "shitty" job...service lined jobs is not as simple, maybe nex time i will coop miself in an office and do papaer works....

work is getting stress and i wonder how long tis journey will be....

16/7/07

2007-07-16T08:15:00.000-07:00

HAIZ.......DARN SUCKY

ok here i am to vent mi anger and complains...

today is a super dao mei day...i dunnoe wat is wrong wit mi and i kept making mistakes...super pissed wit miself...first thing in the morning, i billed a medisave case wrongly...but luckily it was settled and the patient was nice even though i caused him some inconvenience and over-charged him....but in the afternooon, i made another billing error again...which i think was rather careless and serious...my collegue has to clear the mess for mi but until now it still cannot be solved...have to wait till tml to see wat the business office can do....haiz...wonder wat will happen tml man....darn guilty....still got made packing errors bleah bleah bleah.....

Has been feeling restless and tired for the whole day....my eyelids were heavy and kept yawning...think i really need to throw miself to bed early...

wah but veri pissed when a malay uncle accidently hit mi head wit his elbow in the train....dao le she meh mei arhz...qi si wo le.....den came hm mi dad asked mi cousins to come over and "made" his brandnew com...which means somehow fixing it...but i am pissed when tey touched mine....i already ordered him not to touch or do anithing to my com but he refused to listen...it happened in the past tat tey spoilt my com and i have to go around repairing it..i am jus angry and worried when tey did tat...

kk, ending off....i jus feel down as things hadnt been smooth for the whole day

14/7/07

2007-07-14T09:35:00.000-07:00

i will giv u all a complete coverage of mi bdae celebrations...when i feel like blogging...

Do u noe mi well enough??

2007-07-14T09:13:00.000-07:00

how to begin........????

come to think of it, actually i have lots of bad points, which can be easily counted with 10 fingers...

-i am not an observant person...u all shld noe, i am always the last to realise what is happening, last to noe any secrets when others had all discovered it themselves....
-i am not a good at comforting ppl...
-i am retarded...u must sae things veri "bai", dun drop hints...coz mi antena will always nv be connected wit urs
-sometimes, if u all realise i dun look into ur eyes when i talk to u...my yan shen will jus wonder off easily
-naive
-fantasied too much
-da siao jie pi qi.....esp towards mi family memebers, i am the queen...i lose mi temper easily if things arent turned out to be wat i want, when i cant get wat i want....demanding...but contradicting is tat i seldom lose mi temper towards frenz...darn two-sided
-insensitive at times....
-easy huang shen.....kinda of day dreaming...always not in the picture...lose mi focus easily
-pessimistic
-not good at words
-easily affected by ppl's words
-i cant stand wei qu
-stubborn

i think there are many more, just tat i cant think of it oni...but all these are my character, is who i am today...just tat pls trained mi to be a smarter person.

7/7/07

2007-07-06T08:46:00.000-07:00

hey peeps~~~ another 15 mins more and i will be turning 20!!!! gosh, finally reached "2" le and it seems so fast, like initially i kept laughing at ppl for reaching "2" so fast den now it is mi turn...hahha another yr i can marry off without parents consent le:) *** dreaming***

hmm, aniway the past few days wasnt tat smooth...an awkward incident happened....i was verbally abused by a lunatic patient....he scolded mi with all the bad words, curse and all shits....i brokedown immed after i served him....haiz, come to think of it...is really not worth crying and brooding such stupid thing....but at tat moment i really cannot control my emotions...u noe wat, i really cant tahan wei qui, esp when ppl scolded mi...

tat is so lousy....

but i am truly touched when everyone came to comfort mi and ask how i am etc...tey were so funni..cursed tat stupid guy...like walked under the building sumthing will happen...den got tis collegue veri funni, coz she is veri holy and dislikes ppl saying tos bu ji li words....so when we cursed tat guy, she scolded us for being so evil....hhaha, but she also hate tat guy..

kk..the end of tis incident.

yups...it is past 12pm...and happi bdae to mi...thanks everyone who had wished mi...really appreciated it...hmm, mum gave mi a Lavin summer perfume as bdae present...lol still remember i brght her to OG and hint her...she got the hint:)

hmm, aniway bdae wishes are still the same old few...i dun sae u all also can guess wat is the biggest wish...**shh**lol

Past 2 Weeks

2007-06-18T07:34:00.000-07:00

Oh well...lazy mi super long nv blog le...hahha kk let mi giv u some updates of wat had happened during tis MIA period...

hmm, first thing is tat 12 days had passed and he went in....come to think of it veri sad...on the veri last day before he went in, i tried to "catch " him on msn..thinking tat i can spend some time wit him, but in the end he got lots of things to packed and i veri bu gan yuan de asked him go complete watever things he need to do and prepare......haiz...waited super long and in the end was too tired and jus ended wit some caring and naggy concerns....he jus went in like tis...
>< kei Xim...make sure he dun break his promise tat he will contact mi when he booked out few weeks later..

hmm, den life goes on...hahaha oh yea went shooping wit lyn and jin on june 9 (sat) i think...hahah brght 3 tops:)
HAO LI HAI!!! hmm den we lingered at suntec arcade veri long to watch ppl played 'jia wa wa" hmm i like tat excitement and always xian mu tos ppl whom managed to win prizes...haiz...how i wish i ahve a guy to win some for mi~~~

hmm, oh ya...den on june 15 went to xin bdae celebration at her house...thanks for inviting us ger!!! we brght her white roses but is so incomparable to the super gigantic red roses tat her parents brght for her...wanna see pics???? go to my photos gallery:)

hmm, den on last sun 17 june, went out wit king, qin and penny....hahhah lao ma zi brght her " Dua Butt Chu" to meet us and his frenz came along too...actually is penny wanted to meet tis guy and wanted us to help her "see" and giv her some opinions...so in the end it somehow become like a Lian YI Hui....wat most qi ren is one of the guy's frenz...named ah bao called mi xiao mei mei....$%^%$#@@$&& qi shi wo le super mei li mao...how i wish i have a dagger and slashed him at tat moment....and when i wanna sing cannto song at kbox tat time he said "ni xing mahz""....wah ~~~ qi shi wo le***

Relax.....hahahh tat all folks

02/06/2007

2007-06-02T10:18:00.001-07:00

Back to POsty~~~~

hahhah todae went serene's hse chou majong and luckily i lost oni 8 bucks....at first lost alot de, but towards the end i won back...hahhah come to think of it, i veri lousy lehz...dunnoe alot of things like how to count the "dai", wat is "dui DUi"...all the more chim terms i dunnoe...hahha oni aims to game and take money:) hahha ppl, find mi play, so tat i can practise more...but gamble small amount oni k><

hmm, after tat went suntec PC fair look for lyn tey all, den when i walked passsed marina, realise got midnight shopping...lol hahha shoped alone but didnt buy anithing expt a pair of earrings:) ZAN lI bING

i didnt treasured tis remaining12 days..... just let it passed lik tis...but wats more can i do....
hahha sumtimes think i veri lame....always tell him all mi "chou shi" den let him scold mi dumb...but i dunnoe why jus wanna share the mi stupidness wit him...

kk tat's all

29/05/07

2007-05-29T08:20:00.000-07:00

看着右手被撕裂的伤口
爱好像曾经停留
而我左手按下号码之后
那首属于我的歌不再播送
默写你的爱过坦承自己脆弱
对白怎么说表情才不难过

我想要说
如果没有了你我该如何往下走
那一秒钟有没有发现我倔强里的问候
怎么劝我放手在这一切之后

整夜的风冷得我手颤抖
你在温暖的那头
熟悉路口再一次的路过
等在那角落的人已不是我
在这一切

tis song is by cai ming you.....title is wo xiang yao shuo...veri nice...i luv it alot..

army is a disgusting thing....why must he get in so fast...at least wait till after mi bdae...

another 15 days more he will be becoming botak....i feel like i am going to lose sumthing impt...wat if we drift apart....who knows.....and he might be going overseas after army....

2007-05-21T08:21:00.000-07:00

mi dad look so toot:)

hhahaha, finally i graduate frm poly le!!! the long awaited day....today went cork-eye for the whole night....coz the makeup went into mi left eye and caused irritation..so xing ku....den i angry throw away the left lens....hahha i see things wit mi right eye:)

hahha see mi pics and share the joy:)

20/5/07

2007-05-20T08:05:00.000-07:00

sundae sundae sundae

hhaha today went hung hung hse in the afternoon to slack and chit-chat...hahha wit lin..tis busy ger finally can spare us some time man....hmm, den nothing to do jiu landed in mi hse played majong le...

hahhah so sian...i lost 10 bucks++....hahhah i so stupid gave away 2 winning chances lahz...didnt now i can game over already...Knock mi head man****hahha but play money veri shiok lehz...at least there will be "kick" while playing...

hmm, today while going hm.....walked passed his hse...went to see which is his block...nothing much jus curious and his housing environment quite nice....i remember the past memories, the time when we walked tgt...laughing and chasing each other....

but where is tos moments now....
i stretch out my hands, but it seems so far away....

18/5/07

2007-05-18T07:37:00.000-07:00

u ask mi how is mi day...one word sux....

today went for dance lesson....and while i was doing some stretching exercise, i hurt my "ligament" and damn pain....it like a rubber band expand until duan diao!! but i continued to do the warming-up and den mi head started to spin....vision became blured and i see stars, ears being pressurized and always have the "yii~~~~~~~" sound...so scary.... immed went to the back of the class to sit dwn and rest...

sux...so long dun ve such thing happened to mi le...remember the veri last time was when i was primary 6...tat moment was really veri xing ku and horrifying....hmm, but luckily in the ned better le..so i cont dancing...haha, sound so fake...but i everything all marked de lahz...

hmm, tat is the end of dao mei part 1...now come to dao mei part 2...

once i opened mi hse door, mi grandpa came to ask mi where is his bunch of keys...how i noe!!! and he keep insisting tat someone is following behind him, tyring to steal his things....and tat person is mi grandma...he is like smiggle, the character in the show Lord of the Rings, always looking and yearning for his "precious"....gosh....i really dislike him...he turned mi whole family upside down....

maybe ppl will think tat how can i phrase it in such a harsh way....how can i treat mi grandpa like tat...but u are not mi...u dun see it, u dun feel it

16/5/07

2007-05-16T07:35:00.000-07:00

BOO!!!!

hmm, hahhah another tiring day....today finally had my job appraisal and hahha quite happi to know tat i have been performing quite well:) wah all mi hardwork and lao li paid off man...hmm, but tey "assigned" mi wit more responsibilities....frm now on till end of july, i will have intensive cashiering training, den followed by pharmacy technician training ><.....sad...so stressful, jus because i have nothing to write for mi aspirations in CGH and i anihow wrote " to be a pharmacy technician"......haiz...hahha aniway i will be leaving 1 yr later...hmm, got alot to study le...esp drug information....

hmm, today dinner met up wit hung hung and went to a jap restaurant...hmm, the food ter not bad and cheaper than sakae:) hahha, reid came later....

u now wat...it had been so long tat we talk....i mean besides tos hi and bye stuffs....i mean i felt quite amazing, weird...lik after so long...how many yrs later tat we managed to huai dao yuan dian....hahha isnt me who made it a deal tat even after we part we still must maintain as frenz....lol, ren sheng so qi miao

2007-05-14T07:38:00.000-07:00

Halo ppl i am back:) hhahha finally after a long wait of 2 week plus....haiz...life w/o com is really terrible..

but in the end.....it turned out to be...not wat i expected...not wat i wanted...

i tried msging u online...but no response...wat happened...i really wondered...i really dun wish the same thing, the same incident happened all over again...the way we silently break apart....

am i too irritating...

i hate it...why mi com have to breakdown in the first place....

ups and downs

2007-04-30T07:29:00.000-07:00

YEhz!!! finally i managed to sign into blogger le....stupid connection><

hmm, tis few days still the same...hahha have been spending most of the time shopping, slacking and working....hmm, oh ya i just cut mi hair again...not much big difference, hahha Bao Zhou:) hmm, actually the veri first time first time went to shi qin's hair stylist to cut and i insisted not to change the hair length coz i wanna leave long...so he said i dun have much choice but to trim...i agreed...he trim and style mi hair in a way tat the hairends are blown inwards...lol, lik olden day lady*** pengz** hahah i laughed coz i think i looked like poddle dog...hahah abit no link...everyone sees mi laugh at mi...

hmm, aniway i went to cut away mi funni hairstyle le..hahha at least i feel so much more confident.

hmm, hahha i am getting poorer...going to eat porridge soon le....tat day treat mummy seafood dinner (cost alot><), hahah brght a jap brand foundation tat cost almost 60 bucks...come to think of it...abit not worth....i am blindly attracted by the covercase...haiz, hhaha must jia you save money le!!!

i really wan to know...if u didnt see mi online for many days...will u ever thought of mi....wat am i doing, where am i, safely back at hm....or even a simple thought tat u haven been talking to mi for many days...

does ur heart feel sumthing missing....
or will ur heart feel dis way...

i dun see any changes...i keeping hoping and praying tat mi handphone will suddenly "beep" and i sees ur msg...when will tat happen again...

u noe wat...darren went to taiwan for NS training..and he even called back to talk to mi....a simple caring conversion asking how am i doing....i feel tounched...
come to think of it, why cant it be you....will u ever do tis even...

i can see mi position in ur heart...tat insignificant corner...it is time to learn to let go...

slacking-sundae

2007-04-22T08:35:00.000-07:00

Hmm, hahha todae is sundae and i slacked practically the whole day...so bored and aimless...dunnoe wat to do and i always feel sleepy...:) hahha, tat is mi...MIss Pig...

today, suddenly have the urge to do something "creative", so i went to convert mi previous dance long pants into tights...hahah, but i gave up halfway...so tiring...have to tag and sew using the sewing machine....hmm, but i lik the feeling of doing handicraft^^ so shuang!

hmm, kk updates...

yesterddae (sat) went out with qin tey all after going to sch to collect the grad attire....went bugis shope shop, after tat went watch movie-- 200 Pounds Beauty!! hahah super nice and crappy show...the female lead sings veri well....hahha so paiseh...i watched till i cry...at first oni tears at the corner of the eyes de...den someone beside mi (ah Qin) lahz..started sniffing and mi tears flow dwn immed.....TriggeRz...but i lik the feeling..

walked passed this cute thingy today....so took a shot

Crap

2007-04-20T09:19:00.000-07:00

BOOkeY!!! it is friday:)

haha went meet up wit jo and kaili...miss them so much...i dun remember when is our last meeting, oni ji de tat it was veri long ago><...hahah nice chatting...and tey sae i becoming more auntie...

**crys*** how can tat be..jus tat sometimes i speak in auntie style to lighten the mood, or shld sae to be funni...but i definately young at heart...haha, think i keyed too many Rxs le...

hmm, let mi tell u all a veri bai chi thingy-->

todae went to a veggie cafe at shaw hse( the old cinema) the food tasted not bad, is nice but abit cheezy...hmm, wait...actually i took out and threw away my contact lens before going for dinnner because of eye irritation..cannot tahan...den when i want to order food...i realise i lik blind cat..cannot see anithing...gosh, so poor jin have to read everything to mi..hahah

so i went to place mi orders: mushroom baked pasta..and i asked what kind of pasta it is...the person directed mi to the menu on the wall...which i cant see at all lahz...wat is the point..so i ask jin: " jin wat is the pasta, coz i m blind..." hahha the person abit shock..hahha but think not so goon think tat i m really xia ba...hahha so paiseh (hide face)

hahha kk, tat's all for the crap...tml is sat and i going to work...haiz..i wanna be pig and slp till late late....

oh ya...came to know about wretch blog...not bad still can type chinese or english and have photo album..feel lik switching blogging area...hmm, let mi think abt it

2007-04-19T08:15:00.000-07:00

BOO!!!

hahha just came hm....met darren for awhile as he will be flying off to taiwan for military training..hahha wun pity him as long as he gets present back for mi..hmm, chat alot and realise guys going to army or soon entering army loves freedom...dun wan to be involved in a relationship...dun wish to be tied down...saying tat weekends is their oni "happening" day and can go chiong...haiz...why man...if u really have a gf..dun u wish to spend wit her...

hahha maybe guys' thinking and gers' are really different...and i believe there are exceptional ones...:)

hmm, updates....working life is still the same...and is getting stressfull...my boss always instructed mi to keyed prescriptions which i had most.....so many various episodes to remember and u ned to type super fast! **gosh** almost peng san and soon i will become cork eye

hahah finish crapping...some pics to share-->

jolin concert (jolin is in the middle)

handsome BOi^^ hahha one of the pharmacist's baby...super Ke ai rite:) wanna pinch the cheeks

hahha bo liaoz

Zhe meh ban

2007-04-17T07:16:00.000-07:00

Suddenly i feel scared...suddenly i feel aimless....i have no idea where i am heading after graduation....so what if i am working now...i noe i wun be able to tolerate tis job forever...i always feel tis way whenever ppl ask mi abt mi future...**gosh**

How i wish if time could stop at any phase i want to be at...

day dreaming

2007-04-15T09:10:00.000-07:00

Wah haiz...finally added a song to mi blog le...kao le lao ban tian>< actually i wanted to add "hao yan lei huai yan lei- by Vivien Hsu", but the file size was so darn big cannot add.....stupid 8000kb limitation....hahha but try go dwld the song k, think it is meaningful and touching***

hmm, many many days nv blog le...so wondering wat i had been doing???:) hmm, work...tat sux and tis week i ganna sundae duty...

went for the first dance lesson last wed and i hurt my ligament..**ouch** coz did lots of stretching during the warming up and mine old pack of bones cannnot take it....so long nv been doing such things le lahz....hahhah but overall was fine...hahah the instructor taught at a veri fast rate and i couldn't catch up...><

hmm, went cafe iguana on fridae nite wit shiqin tey all...hahah get tipsy with a small mouthful of cocktail...tat is super lan...btu think i am more of tired lahz...hahha den went shopping on sat...brght a La Coq white jacket for 79 bucks....actually i had noticed tis jacket long ago, but once i decided to buy and went back to the shop, cannot find it animore le...hahha tis time so lucky....so i immed grab it:)

~~~ spendtirft~~~

sad.....Working has taken up most of mi time and left with little to spare.....i miss the time tat i hang out wit the gers slacking away (sickoz, poly ppl, kaili)

sick- -

2007-04-09T07:45:00.000-07:00

haiz haiz >< ganna a bad flu today and sneezed lik hell lahz...hahha whole nose became red le...and i did one veri stupid thingy....i took expired panadol cold relief medicines...expired for entirely one yr plus lahz..so darn worried...wonder wat will happened...will i get diarrhea and worst i think until of landing up in hospital and get mi stomached pumped and cleaned...lol

haahha but ppl, dun worry..till now i am still fine and kicking away...jus tat nex time be more careful lor..

hahha tat is so lame...^^ hope i faster recover soon

[ Bu Shi Mei Yi ke Hui GU Nian dou ke YI chao dao shu yu tat de xue ]

2007-04-08T06:43:00.000-07:00

hmm, second entry...

yesterdae went to watch jolin's concert, was super good:) ThUMBs UP!! she dances beautifully and super "energiser"...nv see her penting away and or wat so ever...hahah i wan to be like her...**dreaming** hahah will soon post up some photos k, but actually didnt take much lahz..coz thought is at the $128 section, is at the corner and is veri far away frm the stage...so allt he pics blur blur de...mi cam not so powerful

hmm, tis whole week mi stomach is so irritating....always feel bloated and cramped..almost a week le....ever since last weekend after 2 days of ta chan...**gosh** think i really ate too much le...hmm, but hope it faster ok ba and get back my appetitie....finally noe how lyn felt le...hao xing ku...

hmm, tis few daes also had been watching the show corner wit love, veri nice and touching:) the show always end wit a nice phrase written bby JI Mi...hahah but stupid mi always cannot remember...

[ Qi shou fang shou. xing fu zu fu]

[First Entry]

2007-04-06T08:26:00.000-07:00

halo everybody!!!!

i decided to start blogging again...hmm, probably suddenly kai qiao le, wanna have a place to pen all mi thoughts down, somewhere to "nag and complain" and let u all not wat is happening in mi life:)

hmm actually tis is the webby for my previous private blog...but in the end i was always so lazy to blog and was abandon again...hahha opps, but aniway wat i wanna sae is tat i had deleted all my entries and lets start afresh~
[bu kai xin de hui yi, jiu sae bye-bye ba]

hmm, yea yea so many things to update...hmm, so now currently working at CGH as pharm assistant and worklife isnt tat easy...kinda stress coz tey wan us to noe everything....frm medisave to keying to packing to cashiering and many more lor....haiz...tey have to high expectations frm us...really feel so sufocated...but haiz...nvm slowly i can do it de....

hmm oh ya...yesterdae went for poly grad nite...hmm, is clubbing and was at Gotham Penhouse...ok lahz...the drinks was nice but jus tat i dun really lik the music ter...hmm, hahah really enjoyed miself, dance and chit chat...get to noe some new ppl also..hmm, hope can stay in contact ba...and first time saw guy dancers dance strippy dance...so er xin- -.....k lahz..is i seldom club, so abit mountain tortise lor

hahha kk...tat all for now...hmm will link my photo album soon

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Summary

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Mini Summary

Mysterious Guy

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Do u noe mi well enough??

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ups and downs

slacking-sundae

Crap

Zhe meh ban

sick- -

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