ups and downs

YEhz!!! finally i managed to sign into blogger le....stupid connection><

hmm, tis few days still the same...hahha have been spending most of the time shopping, slacking and working....hmm, oh ya i just cut mi hair again...not much big difference, hahha Bao Zhou:) hmm, actually the veri first time first time went to shi qin's hair stylist to cut and i insisted not to change the hair length coz i wanna leave long...so he said i dun have much choice but to trim...i agreed...he trim and style mi hair in a way tat the hairends are blown inwards...lol, lik olden day lady*** pengz** hahah i laughed coz i think i looked like poddle dog...hahah abit no link...everyone sees mi laugh at mi...

hmm, aniway i went to cut away mi funni hairstyle le..hahha at least i feel so much more confident.

hmm, hahha i am getting poorer...going to eat porridge soon le....tat day treat mummy seafood dinner (cost alot><), hahah brght a jap brand foundation tat cost almost 60 bucks...come to think of it...abit not worth....i am blindly attracted by the covercase...haiz, hhaha must jia you save money le!!!




i really wan to know...if u didnt see mi online for many days...will u ever thought of mi....wat am i doing, where am i, safely back at hm....or even a simple thought tat u haven been talking to mi for many days...

does ur heart feel sumthing missing....
or will ur heart feel dis way...

i dun see any changes...i keeping hoping and praying tat mi handphone will suddenly "beep" and i sees ur msg...when will tat happen again...

u noe wat...darren went to taiwan for NS training..and he even called back to talk to mi....a simple caring conversion asking how am i doing....i feel tounched...
come to think of it, why cant it be you....will u ever do tis even...

i can see mi position in ur heart...tat insignificant corner...it is time to learn to let go...