29/05/07

看着右手被撕裂的伤口
爱好像曾经停留
而我左手按下号码之后
那首属于我的歌不再播送
默写你的爱过坦承自己脆弱
对白怎么说表情才不难过

我想要说
如果没有了你我该如何往下走
那一秒钟有没有发现我倔强里的问候
怎么劝我放手在这一切之后

整夜的风冷得我手颤抖
你在温暖的那头
熟悉路口再一次的路过
等在那角落的人已不是我
在这一切

tis song is by cai ming you.....title is wo xiang yao shuo...veri nice...i luv it alot..

army is a disgusting thing....why must he get in so fast...at least wait till after mi bdae...

another 15 days more he will be becoming botak....i feel like i am going to lose sumthing impt...wat if we drift apart....who knows.....and he might be going overseas after army....

mi dad look so toot:)

hhahaha, finally i graduate frm poly le!!! the long awaited day....today went cork-eye for the whole night....coz the makeup went into mi left eye and caused irritation..so xing ku....den i angry throw away the left lens....hahha i see things wit mi right eye:)

hahha see mi pics and share the joy:)

20/5/07

sundae sundae sundae

hhaha today went hung hung hse in the afternoon to slack and chit-chat...hahha wit lin..tis busy ger finally can spare us some time man....hmm, den nothing to do jiu landed in mi hse played majong le...

hahhah so sian...i lost 10 bucks++....hahhah i so stupid gave away 2 winning chances lahz...didnt now i can game over already...Knock mi head man****hahha but play money veri shiok lehz...at least there will be "kick" while playing...

hmm, today while going hm.....walked passed his hse...went to see which is his block...nothing much jus curious and his housing environment quite nice....i remember the past memories, the time when we walked tgt...laughing and chasing each other....

but where is tos moments now....
i stretch out my hands, but it seems so far away....

18/5/07

u ask mi how is mi day...one word sux....

today went for dance lesson....and while i was doing some stretching exercise, i hurt my "ligament" and damn pain....it like a rubber band expand until duan diao!! but i continued to do the warming-up and den mi head started to spin....vision became blured and i see stars, ears being pressurized and always have the "yii~~~~~~~" sound...so scary.... immed went to the back of the class to sit dwn and rest...

sux...so long dun ve such thing happened to mi le...remember the veri last time was when i was primary 6...tat moment was really veri xing ku and horrifying....hmm, but luckily in the ned better le..so i cont dancing...haha, sound so fake...but i everything all marked de lahz...

hmm, tat is the end of dao mei part 1...now come to dao mei part 2...

once i opened mi hse door, mi grandpa came to ask mi where is his bunch of keys...how i noe!!! and he keep insisting tat someone is following behind him, tyring to steal his things....and tat person is mi grandma...he is like smiggle, the character in the show Lord of the Rings, always looking and yearning for his "precious"....gosh....i really dislike him...he turned mi whole family upside down....

maybe ppl will think tat how can i phrase it in such a harsh way....how can i treat mi grandpa like tat...but u are not mi...u dun see it, u dun feel it

16/5/07

BOO!!!!

hmm, hahhah another tiring day....today finally had my job appraisal and hahha quite happi to know tat i have been performing quite well:) wah all mi hardwork and lao li paid off man...hmm, but tey "assigned" mi wit more responsibilities....frm now on till end of july, i will have intensive cashiering training, den followed by pharmacy technician training ><.....sad...so stressful, jus because i have nothing to write for mi aspirations in CGH and i anihow wrote " to be a pharmacy technician"......haiz...hahha aniway i will be leaving 1 yr later...hmm, got alot to study le...esp drug information....

hmm, today dinner met up wit hung hung and went to a jap restaurant...hmm, the food ter not bad and cheaper than sakae:) hahha, reid came later....

u now wat...it had been so long tat we talk....i mean besides tos hi and bye stuffs....i mean i felt quite amazing, weird...lik after so long...how many yrs later tat we managed to huai dao yuan dian....hahha isnt me who made it a deal tat even after we part we still must maintain as frenz....lol, ren sheng so qi miao

Halo ppl i am back:) hhahha finally after a long wait of 2 week plus....haiz...life w/o com is really terrible..

but in the end.....it turned out to be...not wat i expected...not wat i wanted...

i tried msging u online...but no response...wat happened...i really wondered...i really dun wish the same thing, the same incident happened all over again...the way we silently break apart....

am i too irritating...

i hate it...why mi com have to breakdown in the first place....