18/08/2008 Monday sunny den rain

Alot of thoughts in mind but dun really noe where to start off...hmm, so wt i wanna say mainly is i went to psb today to settle my payment and found out tat i only ned to start sch nex june..which is like 10 months later>< wat a long wait, coz of my exemptions i skipped many subjects, but i am not able to join yr2 ppl as my current timetable dun match theirs so suay...oni if i enrolled for the march 08 batch den i can join direct yr 2....haiz...wat can i sae..IF only i noe....

i thought of the time i spent waiting, applying local uni and and finally psb, is like almost 6 months and ended up waiting again..it seems like an endless road.. and when i graduate i will be 25 and is lik kinda of late to start off as compared to others..sometimes i feel regretful abt stciking to this track..i hate tis feeling...i am a person who tend to Juan niu jiao jian, hesitate alot and full of uncertainty, i dun think far, pessimistic and not sensible...like of coz i noe i must choose a course i like, a course tat can mould mi to who i wanna be but such sensible facts will nv appeal to me in such situations...i ned someone to "slap" me real hard with reality and reasoning..

Thanks amelia for counseling and advising me to make full use of tis time...i feel much better now...so yes i am going to work hard and save more money!!! and most prob i will be taking a certificate course, lik something tat will be of use in future...hahha IT or english language courses..hmm, oh ya and holiday trip befor june nex yr!