25/7/07

i am getting sick of the job>< not tat i have to do the same tasks everyday, but more of feeling dejected when i cant handle a situation well....

i dun really noe how to express....for instance medisave, sometimes when i met with difficult situations and normal procedures cannot be done, i will seek help frm mi supervisor....so the conclusion was pt cannot used their msv becoz of some reason lahz...but i hate the part when i explained to pt, tey insisted in using and their tone become harsh....the feeling of being sandwished...i can understands the pt feelings, their difficulties and if i am the pt myself i will complain why cant i jus use medisave jus becoz i forgot to bring the form.....haiz....but on the otherhand, it is like a rule, a procedure tat we must follow....

is lik i tired....but i admit tat i may not be good at explaining....i am not firm enough...afterwhich i tired to seek help frm mi sup, but tey made mi feel tat i must be capable enough to handle such situations...but i am notz.....

sometimes i scold miself for landing myself in this "shitty" job...service lined jobs is not as simple, maybe nex time i will coop miself in an office and do papaer works....

work is getting stress and i wonder how long tis journey will be....