ups and downs

YEhz!!! finally i managed to sign into blogger le....stupid connection><

hmm, tis few days still the same...hahha have been spending most of the time shopping, slacking and working....hmm, oh ya i just cut mi hair again...not much big difference, hahha Bao Zhou:) hmm, actually the veri first time first time went to shi qin's hair stylist to cut and i insisted not to change the hair length coz i wanna leave long...so he said i dun have much choice but to trim...i agreed...he trim and style mi hair in a way tat the hairends are blown inwards...lol, lik olden day lady*** pengz** hahah i laughed coz i think i looked like poddle dog...hahah abit no link...everyone sees mi laugh at mi...

hmm, aniway i went to cut away mi funni hairstyle le..hahha at least i feel so much more confident.

hmm, hahha i am getting poorer...going to eat porridge soon le....tat day treat mummy seafood dinner (cost alot><), hahah brght a jap brand foundation tat cost almost 60 bucks...come to think of it...abit not worth....i am blindly attracted by the covercase...haiz, hhaha must jia you save money le!!!




i really wan to know...if u didnt see mi online for many days...will u ever thought of mi....wat am i doing, where am i, safely back at hm....or even a simple thought tat u haven been talking to mi for many days...

does ur heart feel sumthing missing....
or will ur heart feel dis way...

i dun see any changes...i keeping hoping and praying tat mi handphone will suddenly "beep" and i sees ur msg...when will tat happen again...

u noe wat...darren went to taiwan for NS training..and he even called back to talk to mi....a simple caring conversion asking how am i doing....i feel tounched...
come to think of it, why cant it be you....will u ever do tis even...

i can see mi position in ur heart...tat insignificant corner...it is time to learn to let go...

slacking-sundae

Hmm, hahha todae is sundae and i slacked practically the whole day...so bored and aimless...dunnoe wat to do and i always feel sleepy...:) hahha, tat is mi...MIss Pig...

today, suddenly have the urge to do something "creative", so i went to convert mi previous dance long pants into tights...hahah, but i gave up halfway...so tiring...have to tag and sew using the sewing machine....hmm, but i lik the feeling of doing handicraft^^ so shuang!

hmm, kk updates...

yesterddae (sat) went out with qin tey all after going to sch to collect the grad attire....went bugis shope shop, after tat went watch movie-- 200 Pounds Beauty!! hahah super nice and crappy show...the female lead sings veri well....hahha so paiseh...i watched till i cry...at first oni tears at the corner of the eyes de...den someone beside mi (ah Qin) lahz..started sniffing and mi tears flow dwn immed.....TriggeRz...but i lik the feeling..

walked passed this cute thingy today....so took a shot

Crap

BOOkeY!!! it is friday:)

haha went meet up wit jo and kaili...miss them so much...i dun remember when is our last meeting, oni ji de tat it was veri long ago><...hahah nice chatting...and tey sae i becoming more auntie...

**crys*** how can tat be..jus tat sometimes i speak in auntie style to lighten the mood, or shld sae to be funni...but i definately young at heart...haha, think i keyed too many Rxs le...

hmm, let mi tell u all a veri bai chi thingy-->

todae went to a veggie cafe at shaw hse( the old cinema) the food tasted not bad, is nice but abit cheezy...hmm, wait...actually i took out and threw away my contact lens before going for dinnner because of eye irritation..cannot tahan...den when i want to order food...i realise i lik blind cat..cannot see anithing...gosh, so poor jin have to read everything to mi..hahah

so i went to place mi orders: mushroom baked pasta..and i asked what kind of pasta it is...the person directed mi to the menu on the wall...which i cant see at all lahz...wat is the point..so i ask jin: " jin wat is the pasta, coz i m blind..." hahha the person abit shock..hahha but think not so goon think tat i m really xia ba...hahha so paiseh (hide face)

hahha kk, tat's all for the crap...tml is sat and i going to work...haiz..i wanna be pig and slp till late late....

oh ya...came to know about wretch blog...not bad still can type chinese or english and have photo album..feel lik switching blogging area...hmm, let mi think abt it

BOO!!!

hahha just came hm....met darren for awhile as he will be flying off to taiwan for military training..hahha wun pity him as long as he gets present back for mi..hmm, chat alot and realise guys going to army or soon entering army loves freedom...dun wan to be involved in a relationship...dun wish to be tied down...saying tat weekends is their oni "happening" day and can go chiong...haiz...why man...if u really have a gf..dun u wish to spend wit her...

hahha maybe guys' thinking and gers' are really different...and i believe there are exceptional ones...:)

hmm, updates....working life is still the same...and is getting stressfull...my boss always instructed mi to keyed prescriptions which i had most.....so many various episodes to remember and u ned to type super fast! **gosh** almost peng san and soon i will become cork eye

hahah finish crapping...some pics to share-->

jolin concert (jolin is in the middle)

handsome BOi^^ hahha one of the pharmacist's baby...super Ke ai rite:) wanna pinch the cheeks

hahha bo liaoz

Zhe meh ban

Suddenly i feel scared...suddenly i feel aimless....i have no idea where i am heading after graduation....so what if i am working now...i noe i wun be able to tolerate tis job forever...i always feel tis way whenever ppl ask mi abt mi future...**gosh**

How i wish if time could stop at any phase i want to be at...

day dreaming

Wah haiz...finally added a song to mi blog le...kao le lao ban tian>< actually i wanted to add "hao yan lei huai yan lei- by Vivien Hsu", but the file size was so darn big cannot add.....stupid 8000kb limitation....hahha but try go dwld the song k, think it is meaningful and touching***

hmm, many many days nv blog le...so wondering wat i had been doing???:) hmm, work...tat sux and tis week i ganna sundae duty...

went for the first dance lesson last wed and i hurt my ligament..**ouch** coz did lots of stretching during the warming up and mine old pack of bones cannnot take it....so long nv been doing such things le lahz....hahhah but overall was fine...hahah the instructor taught at a veri fast rate and i couldn't catch up...><

hmm, went cafe iguana on fridae nite wit shiqin tey all...hahah get tipsy with a small mouthful of cocktail...tat is super lan...btu think i am more of tired lahz...hahha den went shopping on sat...brght a La Coq white jacket for 79 bucks....actually i had noticed tis jacket long ago, but once i decided to buy and went back to the shop, cannot find it animore le...hahha tis time so lucky....so i immed grab it:)

~~~ spendtirft~~~

sad.....Working has taken up most of mi time and left with little to spare.....i miss the time tat i hang out wit the gers slacking away (sickoz, poly ppl, kaili)

sick- -

haiz haiz >< ganna a bad flu today and sneezed lik hell lahz...hahha whole nose became red le...and i did one veri stupid thingy....i took expired panadol cold relief medicines...expired for entirely one yr plus lahz..so darn worried...wonder wat will happened...will i get diarrhea and worst i think until of landing up in hospital and get mi stomached pumped and cleaned...lol

haahha but ppl, dun worry..till now i am still fine and kicking away...jus tat nex time be more careful lor..

hahha tat is so lame...^^ hope i faster recover soon



[ Bu Shi Mei Yi ke Hui GU Nian dou ke YI chao dao shu yu tat de xue ]

hmm, second entry...

yesterdae went to watch jolin's concert, was super good:) ThUMBs UP!! she dances beautifully and super "energiser"...nv see her penting away and or wat so ever...hahah i wan to be like her...**dreaming** hahah will soon post up some photos k, but actually didnt take much lahz..coz thought is at the $128 section, is at the corner and is veri far away frm the stage...so allt he pics blur blur de...mi cam not so powerful

hmm, tis whole week mi stomach is so irritating....always feel bloated and cramped..almost a week le....ever since last weekend after 2 days of ta chan...**gosh** think i really ate too much le...hmm, but hope it faster ok ba and get back my appetitie....finally noe how lyn felt le...hao xing ku...


hmm, tis few daes also had been watching the show corner wit love, veri nice and touching:) the show always end wit a nice phrase written bby JI Mi...hahah but stupid mi always cannot remember...



[ Qi shou fang shou. xing fu zu fu]

[First Entry]

halo everybody!!!!

i decided to start blogging again...hmm, probably suddenly kai qiao le, wanna have a place to pen all mi thoughts down, somewhere to "nag and complain" and let u all not wat is happening in mi life:)

hmm actually tis is the webby for my previous private blog...but in the end i was always so lazy to blog and was abandon again...hahha opps, but aniway wat i wanna sae is tat i had deleted all my entries and lets start afresh~
[bu kai xin de hui yi, jiu sae bye-bye ba]

hmm, yea yea so many things to update...hmm, so now currently working at CGH as pharm assistant and worklife isnt tat easy...kinda stress coz tey wan us to noe everything....frm medisave to keying to packing to cashiering and many more lor....haiz...tey have to high expectations frm us...really feel so sufocated...but haiz...nvm slowly i can do it de....

hmm oh ya...yesterdae went for poly grad nite...hmm, is clubbing and was at Gotham Penhouse...ok lahz...the drinks was nice but jus tat i dun really lik the music ter...hmm, hahah really enjoyed miself, dance and chit chat...get to noe some new ppl also..hmm, hope can stay in contact ba...and first time saw guy dancers dance strippy dance...so er xin- -.....k lahz..is i seldom club, so abit mountain tortise lor

hahha kk...tat all for now...hmm will link my photo album soon